Friday, April 29, 2005

» sch event «

SA's sports day today. The interesting to note is that there's only one kind of event the 10x200m relay heats and finals, where every class is suppose to send 5 girls and 5 boys to run 200m each.

Anyway it was a kind of a bore(initially was quite 'fun'), imagining just seeing people running the same kind of thing over and over and over. Especially so, since my class aint participating..don't have enough boys and etc.
Also, i don't feel like is a sport day. I felt is like any other ordinary school days where we just stayed back and watched ppl running. It wld be nice though, if everyone wore their house tee - RED, green, yellow, blue, black. (notice the caps? hahaax)

Anyway is my blog really that sad huh? no no from now onwards i would just write happy happy happy happy i'm happy, over the moon, on cloud nine. hahahha. just to show i'm HAPPY. ritez samme? hahaha. *insiders' joke* xP

I realise i'm getting nowhere

Flew away at 7:36:00 PM

Monday, April 25, 2005

» Is it Mi or is it You? «

is it possible? seems so unlikely..yet tat close.. Normally it wld be so, is possible.

But now is different. Though sometimes i see hints of it.

LIke i wan? craPz. waDevA

Flew away at 11:04:00 PM

Saturday, April 23, 2005

» speech day «

~~yes it still affects mi alittle, y did u n tim purposely move away..~~ i'm juz being stupid. sry

i realised it will be with mi foreva in a sense...if u noe wat i mean.

i'm glad to see everyone again. =] juz like the familiar feeling.

Flew away at 10:49:00 AM

Thursday, April 21, 2005

» ...... «

My CT really sux. Govin sux big time. I think the whole class is pissed with her. How can she forced us to go the Drama club's production - "Underpants" happening on Friday, wth lorz. Saying is compulsory?!!! Freak. How compulsory can it get when only my class - S65 had to be there..cause is compulsory. Is total crapz lah. Even ppl who had other commitments during that day, like CCA..training for SYF, or other important meeting they have to attend, are supposed to cancel all the plans and everything and to attend it???? is so UNREASONABLE lah..where's our rights?? Govin sux..say what is a school event. I so want to SLAP her

I bet she just wanted to put herself in a good light, like saying 'oh my whole s65 came' or wadeva, so she can brag or something to the fellow teachers, that the principal wld go 'wah not bad the whole class came, must be which good/smart CT who cld encourage them to attend blah blah'.

Just coz she's a teacher she cld abuse her authority and force us to go??? If is like across all classes at least is FAIR..and i wld juz shut up. But is NOT. I terribly HATE teachers like her. She also just wanted to keep out of trouble. She's SO AFRAID that we wld give her trouble...i nv seen such teacher like her..some self-centered idiot + no substance, nt fit to be a tcher.

I'm definitely not willing to pay $10 to go to something i don't want to go, but forced to. Most important i had my sec.sch speech day!! If only i had gotten the prize, that i wld be exempted frm the so-called sch event, I wld then certainly LOVE to THROW that letter AT HER FACE..since she want to see it so much.
oh tat Govin even indicated that if you are so poor that you can't pay to go, she wld...how KIND of her. Why not the whole class just go up to her and say that we all can't afford? That wld be nice..i wld also love to see her reaction.

I HATE HER. freak.

Flew away at 6:10:00 PM

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

» Fridays.! «

i'm looking forward to Fridays..been waiting since monday. yupz. Hope to see everyone back in ctss's Speech Day =D

Things had certainly been differently. My class seems better =] ppl there aint that bad, still able to get along and stuffs..and there doesn't seem to have any distinct cliques yet..(though you can see the 'outline' of it) Erm. Being in the last class is surely not the same too, my bio teacher remarked that she had expected to see a no. of us dropping Biology and collecting assignments from this class wld be hard...right from the start when she took S65 and knew it was the last class, her opinion was already formed. Well..

I felt condemned.

Oh and looking forward to a Sat too. seems fun yay.

I lost a friend. It was initially alright, till i get into a JC. Somehow the things we talk just died down..till it was just gone. That hard to maintain..i realised the reason why. Thus is not up to me..though i did try. Things wld be much worst if poly started. 1 of my friend suggest email-ing. lolx.

oh a side note: I PON PE TODAE =D

Everytime u lose something u gain another..everything is in equilibrium. The main qns is "Do you want it?", you don't actually get what you want too.

Do i want it?

Just how am i feeling..

Flew away at 4:09:00 PM

Saturday, April 16, 2005

» So close yet so far «

it been so long since i last update. yupz

SA timetable finally started. so sianz. Then the sch nowadays had a blitz to catch short skirts(like wow?) =.= blah blah blah blah. i feel so dead now. Those tutorials left undone, bio test on monday, is weighing on my mind. Zzzzzzzz. But i'm juz slacking here.

Anyway today went some talk at Malcolm's church with Andrea Wanli. nt bad. interesting. ppl seems better..though nt any of our age.. nt tat scary there, perhaps is coz today's main thing was the talk. But still there's some stuffs..like obviously is called a church rite? oh well.
Oh and was terribly surprised that Malcolm can play guitar? like HUH?! HE CAN PLAY GUITAR? HIM? =x hahaax..total shock + he is the wat youth leader too. What's the world coming into right? *shakes head* hahah

erm. i felt confused today, especially when today...and seeing... Is like i'm feeling differently, after that incident...i became more aware... Zz. So i thought.. yet..

is juz so close yet so far. i feel it wavering.

Flew away at 8:34:00 PM

Thursday, April 07, 2005

» wtf «

i shldnt have read. bth? it was bth? u noe wat? u SUX. big time. period. I dare say i derserve better. MUCH better. whole lot BETTER. wat's with u? JUZ wat's with u? i'm SRY i cared. i was BLINDED. After everything u did? u felt it was bth now? u r all so 'big mightly n important' now huh, and i'm juz some 'pesky annoying little bug' tat sticks to u? u think i WANT? i'm DIFFERENT frm U. And do think tat i cherish it? while u treated it like RUBBISH? I cant believe everything i went through coz of it. Also u went ard confiding in xxxxx, i seriously wondered wat u said. I realli REGRETTED everything.
I cant believe u wld SINK till tat extent. i finally seen through u.
Since it was tat bth. let mi help u, u wld see no trace..absolutely no trace.

Delete is e word.

Juz my luck. my life. Fate played with mi. wth.

Flew away at 6:38:00 PM

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

» -.-" «

My CT of my clz [05s65] just sux big time!

She caught mi for skirt being short...SHORT? mine is SHORT? she shld just open her eyes big enough and look around, there are like SO many others whose skirts are even way way shorter than mine. =.=" is cRapz. So now i'm 'marked', she wrote besides the register there my name there the word "Short skirt" or something. wth, and she wants to check on me tml. I guess it will also be so everytime. .............unacceptable! =.=" oh, i forgotten to add...my skirt was within the just 4-fingers-above-the-knee-rule lorz. so is nt short.

Wat's with her? SO particular about attire and everything, is like that's the only thing she can do. Being a slack teacher who is just concerned with attire. nice...zz. oh yah, she caught mi for wearing 'coloured' earrings? huh? is just a stud, that embedded in it is just 'sapphire'? so small? what crapz? That time she also caught my friend for wearing "hoop-rings" kind of earrings.

.................

Flew away at 8:33:00 AM

Sunday, April 03, 2005

» New stuffs «

I felt compelled to update, so much things had been happening recently..new changes especially.

From tml onwards we wld have to wear the SA uni, not as if i don't like the uni (what more can we ask for? is e best uni among all jc, it wins hands down) but somehow juz can't bear to say 'goodbye' to the CT uni. hahaax. U muz be thinking i'm nuts, who likes the Brown skirt. However, afterall i wore it for 4 yrs! the skirt is like so comfy n smooth =x okiEz okiEz. Can't wait to try SA uni too, btw who knows how to tie e tie?

Speaking of SA, there's the soccer match SA vs AC tml...woo. Muz catch it.

Seems like a lot of ppl don't like their new clz..ppl in my clz are no exception too apparently. Neither do i really like it too. But guess we juz need time? Hopefully we all will bond as 1 no matter wat.. kinda hard though seeing that for breaks our clz juz splitted everywhere, no sight of them haha.. At least there's 1 or 2 nice ppl in it tat i cld talk to =]

Prays for e best*