Tuesday, August 30, 2005
» wadeva shiet «
I still can't come to the fact that there would be people i know talking about me. oh wow am i that popular? which i'm totally not obviously..total crapz. i'm just an insignificant person. i can't believe they actually could hear anything about me in sa.However, if it was a fact, there's nothing i can say. But a fabricated tale/rumours, are entirely another thing altogether. Morever, what's worst is that it was fabricated and warped beyond recognition, how great...there weren't a hint of truth in it even. Nothing of the same sort has ever happen. It was just spun out of nowhere. And stories like that are circulating around?? (ok, maybe i exaggerated, but at the very least it had reached the ears of some 'friends' of mine - which is even of a bigger mystery, since our classes/friends/cca/wadeva doesn't even coincide - so where does she hears it from??)
The stuffs heard, ain't exactly pleasant to the ears. I find it defaming - damaging to my reputation - which has dropped another level(perhaps to way -ve now?). I wonder how they all thinks. People are easily swayed. Besides, i can't seem to be trusted with what i say? wadeva
I feel like i'm getting a taste of the real world outside, just the ever slightest bit. Where people backstab/malign/bring you down all the time - which are much worst. Also, perchance, that most can't be trusted. No point building up the foundations of trust/believe/faith, it would just come tumbling down like a house of cards. Am i being cynical? no to a large extent.
Flew away at 11:15:00 PM
Friday, August 26, 2005
» i'm bored. «
Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art, music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude is that you don't need anyone but yourself, people are just trouble waiting to happen. But you really do want to trust someone no matter if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will hurt you, humans are humans and are not perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.
.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Flew away at 9:26:00 PM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
» just something... «
Just wanted to post it and share? hahaax.Mi and frenz were just scribbling ard in e bio lect..not paying attention haha! Then they keep writing his name =.=" (heyz e FREE exercise bk frm COOP is useful!)
A small something that A came across and wrote it down, pretty interesting.
"I prefer to love you in silence, for in silence I face no rejection"
True?
AHhhhhhh BIO SPA darn. ciaoz
Flew away at 11:02:00 PM
Saturday, August 20, 2005
» =] «
wedding crashers is darn funni. interesting movie.today not that bad. see some ppl still as retarded as before, talk so much crapz. hahaax.
argh so tired. and oh plz, i got over it like since how darn long ago, and yah rite i'm desperate..when i could have one or there's even two, but i just don't want to bleahx.
is 4e1 that bad? y muz ppl keep shooting e clz? everything is as fragile too.
tata~ =]
Flew away at 10:10:00 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
» Parts n parcels.. «
How it struck renounce with images
one thing differs
how peaceful it was
yet others stayed on
I realised gosh, am i addicted to the com? AM I? AM I? let me see...i think i played *counts* more than 5hours each day. From the moment i reached home, till i go to sleep. o m g, how pro is that? Are you shocked? I think i'm cmi. My studies are going downhill! so many stuffs to catch up on.
And everything is on my own now. you can't rely on... cause i noticed, those 'adults', just like to talk nice, no action. prooooo. i knew it. just have to work harder. why are we always suffering? yet when upon questioned, is just coincidental. coincidental, such a nice excuse. (btw, cant say too specifically. later i get a law suit haha.)
I'm still annoyed, sometimes i don't want to even bother. plz, don't just throw everything onto me. HELLO. i'm not interested. NOT INTERESTED. I DON'T WANT TO KNOW. understand?? so darn irritated. keep happening.
I want some changes. i don't know. just cause of it.
Hints of feelings known
Traces of images left
Shadows of it seen
Sparks of mine glowing
Flew away at 7:38:00 PM
Monday, August 08, 2005
» These few days.. «
Today i pon the national day celebrations, kinda bad huh? But i simply just can't wake up. (ytd played the playstation till 3+am) And i'm pretty sure, G wouldn't care. Anyway my class not many turn up too. lol.. I think by the time i graduated, i would have mastered the art of pon-ing stuffs, which i never done before in sec.sch. Hmmx..Yah and went to play lan, dota. TIO TRASH. hahaax. okiez. i sux. bleAhx.
Recently i have been just playing playing and playing, slacken down so much. haha.
Tomorrow going the marina south for ndp, finally. Would be missing l1r5 outing though =(
Feel irritated easily these few days... cannot stand at all, however i think my tolerance level is way better than before (especially since...there's aherm)
Been wanting to see you... I can't understand why. oh well. Don't read too much into those words =]