Thursday, August 31, 2006

» (: «

finally a break!! must get some rest! these few days been tormenting exhausting. bleah. realli need to catch up on my slp. so sry teachers im not going sch tml! but im mean like, tchers' day shldnt be e onli day u express ur heartfelt thanks rite? everyday shld be tchers'day that kinda thing yea? (:

anyway, chem p2 today was.....................horrible.......... is not hard i wld say..like andrea mentioned..is a fair paper. But is my fault anyway, didnt reallli prepared well for it. so when i started doing was like shucks...gonna fail, but hopefully not =x and felt like i disappoint mr.chong cos e front part is all those calculations!! i hate themmm. till behind organic then was slightly better. well well. and i seriously don wan to lose to some ppl. . .
then e hall is like so stuffy...luckily it rained halfway through.

and.............is like. yea!!!!! right there!! in front (: can look to ur heart desire!! (im a happi person hahaha) heex~ + i certainly wont mind if we walk back together always riittee? (:
oh and i have.no.time.for.certain.dumb.so.not.interested.

eh....i wanted say a lot things..but kinda forget now. erm. oh yah. today went get tchers' day prezzie too. even though tml im not going lol. =x

+ why do ppl say forever, when theres nothing such as forever? something like i love you forever shldnt be said easily. lol..shldnt say stuffs that u don mean it rite? or do at that point ppl realli thinks is forever? hmm. btw, i say stuffs i realli do mean it (:

ooh. and i think e names combination is so hilarious lah. lol~~~~ all the weirdddddddddd funniiiiiiii names coming up..!!

ooh yahhhhhh. i want to go back ctss tml..!!!!!!! then if onli. lol (: hopefullli. (: rite? (: so e 2 can stop looking over!! is not u. hahaha. n they will finally noe the reason y. though theres some other motive hidden behind. but yah. lala (: and it wld blissfully be a happi ending (: IF ONLY. the smile!!!! awwwww.

then as i was saying also....look at my cactus. -_-" is like the leaning tower of (italy?) , is it dying..... l o l. is like it grew too tall that it cant support its own height. oh well =(

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Friday, August 25, 2006

» hiatus «

mon would be the start of everything..!!! lol. (rite nat?)

hate all those studying ): cant wait for it to be over...yet if is over..means jc is ending rite?? )):

but then sometimes i feel like. don.wan.to.see.stupid.ppl. ))):

makes mi even more ))))): but i will see it. is so idiotic..!! and whats with the sudden change of attitude??

so mani ): in this entry. shld write happier stuffs..

oki...right in e morning!! if onli everyday's mrt trip is so. i certainly wont mind!! (:
i didnt even noe, till jing told mi (:
how great is that?? ((:

so is either boon lay, lakeside, chi garden or jurong east. hahaha.

and i gotta studyyyyyyyyyyyy. phy chem is like so harddd. bio is like so muchhhhh. maths is like so impossibleeeeee. gp is like omggggggg.

help!

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

qq!! u owe mi lots...!! -_-" i should murder u one day big time. =(

im so close to getting busted, or perhaps already so. is like right behind!!! i cldnt see who was behind...but looks like..then im like so dead can.

lol lah. hopefully e person didnt catch my name or something. hopefully e person just decide is unimportant. but can meh? so sociable and etc. so hopefully mugging wld takes up everything of in the mind. haha

anywayyyyyyyyyyy, karen u gotta thx mi too =X hahaha. I got it. l o l. seriously im like standing righttttt behinddddd, hahahaha. with ulterior motives lala. realli i just purposefully chose that. and i saw it clearly! confirm! (: kinda feel happi, seeing how we tried so hard before. like finally now

well..theres onli 6 ppl in sch for my class today. so cool. when was the time u had a tut with 6 ppl? or 3? (:

i need more time. bio bio bio bio bio bio chem chem chem chem chem maths maths maths.

my maths is like so bad can ): , the stupid mock paper so mani carelesssss. hate myself.

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

» i miss.. «

ahhhhhhhhh. i just read someone's blog, and he was saying that after prelims we wouldnt have to come sch anymore? only when necessary? realli? so it wld be like after prelim is akin to sch ends le? ))): im feeling so melancholic. he was saying that there wld be no more tut, no more lect, no more of the blue and white uni etc. how sad can it be? i want to go to schhhhhhhh. but the prelims/A's are coming argh, and to be most productive is to stay at home and study. the point is - i dont wan my jc life to end!! bleah. time is passing too fast.

anyway....sian. trying to study bio..but theres like a whole lot...going to take forever

eh. i went to 1's blog too..after reading u all's blog. but then -_-" why the paragraph everything so whole chunk. lol. im too bored.

no one online........................

haha nat lets go stress A guy..!!! imagine how fun it wld be?~!!!! wooooooo. but sry i cant wake up earlier than now to go sch =x ask A guy come later lol.

aiya. guess i cya all tml. so siannnn. how do muggers study so hard. teach meeee.

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Monday, August 21, 2006

" there's no such thing as coincidence..because everything is controlled by fate. "

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Sunday, August 20, 2006

» check it out! «

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Saturday, August 19, 2006

» - «

is it a good thing or bad thing? after everything now we are going. like...oki.................................. is this spare tyre. anyway, let mi cling to xy too oki!!!!! lol. now im kinda thinking maybe shldnt have agree, 65bucks poorer + mani more poorer soon. heart pain*

faisal is like forking out double the amount lah...130 bucks!!! gosh. y cant everyone just accomodate and have muslim?? isnt s'pore multi-racial blah blah. and muslim food is nice too???
i see no point in him having to pay another 65bucks....the guys are like thinking of splitting the 65 with him.. but still.. and i realised something...tell u all on mon.

so conflicting.

im so sad that sarah jes sam cannot go =(

n oki. retarded. y is everyone becoming retarded..!! LOL. nat u are too easily influenced man.....hahaha.

i miss that smile =(

and..perhaps i shld be nicer? like k ws u all say blah blah? but i donno...? lol even though i myself told andrea shld be nicer. however, depends ba...sometimes i still cant stand, and now realli looking at the whole thing is no diff frm previously? cos is not like we are wanted, is rather like no choice. rite? oki ba. some i can...some i cant.

*****
and the stupid maths paper!!! i got so mani wrongs!!!!!!!! i just realised all the stupid crap..!!! haixxx. how did =)) get so high previously? i mean is so impossible!!! blah. i still want 81 =(

and im seeing less of =)) sigh. while k is having those fated encounter with k2 all e way..is like everywhere..such an eyesore!!! =P

nat....send mi songs plssssssssssssss. /desperate

and stupid qq TELL MI!!!

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

» this and that «

shall blog in this colour frequently, though it doesnt seem to fit with the orangy. don care..i like.

today so many ppl pon lah, practically for girls onli we went?? ard 9-10ppl in total thats + the guys? cool huh.

oki. what im frustrated abt is...potiential potential..means we not potential? dumb ppl? - I WILL GET MY 3As ok. dotx..i just hate this kind of thing. wait till u see it. then i'll throw e paper at ur face or something. or maybe make some snide remarks. sarcastic ones. (:
hahaax..~ yah if only i can get my 3As ): then wat am i still doing here. haha..Zz

nvm..i cant get nat drea k qq ws u all get also can!!! (:

and..theres extortion in practice going ard!!! ahhhhhhhhhh. i managed to dodge off once, but some fell pray to it /scary =x (oki this sounds quite mean, but shld just stop asking again and again)
lalalalalala

im also going be 65bucks poorer, can someone pls sponser mi? haha. and actualli a lot poorer for e hotel n etc. ):

felt that _ changed already. just seems different. more and more like e someone. feels like a stranger now. so distant. but u noe what? is oki. theres =)) now. realli. or =) even.

and k, if u read e R thingy this time..think u wld go berserk. . . . caution*

=)) is not a sissy!!!!!!! hahaha..

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

» rawr «

what am i doing at the com again? ): oh crap. im realli a slacker. was supposed to do some work, but ended up here again. so hard to conc today. why?

did you read? i did. too bored. -talking abt 4'. or isit 4''? the one lah. B4 both for chi? lousy =x
im so mean. lala. i took the eye-colour, rose thingy quiz too. got the same as 4''. ewww

think i shld watch some animes (:

wooo. double post for e day. heex

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Monday, August 14, 2006

» happening «

is happening ok! read h a p p e n i n g. lol. i thought who is the one who say it aint happening...full of crapz.

oki. at least it was happening to me today..!!! i noe karen will certainly agreee...rite?? 6 times huh. not badddd.

i think i had enough for the day alreadi =p e morning assembly was the best? i was so so so so shocked, realli reall didnt seeeee. then later also gosh. i totally nv see =) sitting there, -_-"" paiseh..!! can dig hole le..is like absolutely siao with karen, can u imagine it? ignorant of e whole surrounding. haha..o m g lahhhhh. help mi man. how to turn back time??? i realli didnt realised!! and is right beside =)'s table somemore!! things realli cant get any worst anymore. lol. nvm~ coz when u see =)) it overwhelms =) .

i am an optimistic person. i look at the brightest side of life, and am convinced that the whole world is full of hopeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (rite)

2 weeks to prelim. no study breaks. technically 4 free days(weekends -.-"). superrrrr no time. haha. im so scared. coz of those 'underground muggers'..!! then thats like so mani ppl mugging, and wat am i doing???? oh then the bio schedule ms ng showed today? i think is pretty gd, provided i got e discipline to follow. hMmm.

oh my bro ordered pizzza today. medium-size ones! buy 1 get 1 free. cannot finish.....-_-||| then he went back camp!! idiot..!! ask mi settle the pizza l o l lah. Zzzz. i think i may get salmonella (pizza got salmonella nt?)..or some i donno wat bacteria/virus name, shiet..getting stomachache..must be the pizza.. maybe u all wont see mi tml lol. (:

i wonder.

oh and i decided e who n who can go play the so-confusing game together, where one can hold on the other can let go or i donno wat crap.

i need new songs. (:

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Saturday, August 12, 2006

i think i'm blogging less and less..haha..is that a good or bad thing? =X getting lazier to write it out, though is always on my mind lala. anyway i just realised that this entry would be my 295th post for this blog. 295 leh..wooooo. a great amount of entries written hahahah.

anyway think abit late, ytd qq and karen nv come sch -_-" qq on mc................................................................................................................................................................
and actually a lot ppl didnt come too, must be coz of chem/maths/econs test lol. But realli if u think abt it...fri don come = wed thurs fri sat sun 5days of holis! how smart is tat?? hahaax.

well, the maths test in LT was horrible. no air-con..!!! millions of ppl squeeze into that LT, and theres no air-con...!!! goddddd. sweating like mad. how are we suppose to think, especially is maths. lol. toopid. thank God later e air con worked. or rather e button -.-"

later went for chem. realised _ pon? how weird. wonder did _ go for maths nt. if pon n pon, y come sch rite? _ was onli visible in e morning lol...after that is like disappear till where.?? =( and nat is not retarded!!! is shuai..!! n nice hair colour rite hahaha
nvm..still got =)

released of chi ao results too....

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

eh. can u all view the blog pic? recently it seems that theres an error loading it. oh well.

seeing that nat n andrea updated. i shld come n crap some stuffs also =X lolx~

oh i was surfing ard hor nat..lol.. n found one more stuff. me as "crazy-bucket-of-joy" u as "looks-judgement-maker". get it? =x so typical. lol lah.

then now over msn i saw another additional thing. 'confused' huh. it all seems to fit perfectly.

anyway luckily theres one more day tml to study chem.. i basically just eat slpt use com the whole day today.

i wan go watch fireworks =(

Happy 41st Birthday Singapore!!!!!!

p.s regarding the sms i send. not i create one hor =X lalala

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» superband!! «

Other SuperBand news in brief

- MiLu Bing won a one-year contract with Warner Music and will apparently release their debut album at the end of the year!

- Warner Music is so impressed with Lucify that they are considering signing the J-rock band!

- Percentage of SMS/Telepoll results in the first eliminating round: MiLu Bing – 33%; SOUL – 25%; Lucify – 24%; J3 – 18%.

- Percentage of SMS/Telepoll results in the final eliminating round: MiLu Bing – 65%; SOUL – 35%.

- When told of their 1% loss, Misaki of Lucify jokingly replied, “If I knew of this on stage, I would have lost my cool!”

- Eelyn Kok, one of the MediaCorp artistes at the Grand Final, reportedly voted more than 200 times for MiLu Bing!

loost by 1% to soul!! how idiotic is that. lol. anyway nvm =X just posting it for fun.

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Saturday, August 05, 2006

» Rapture day - friday «

wah, i just read Andrea's blog...pro..by that time i think i just slpt? lol. so tired ytd. anyway shall blog today.

Anyway i always have a lot to say, but then somehow i cant rmb..or that some stuffs cant be post here - haha..ask mi~

let me see... Well, like Andrea's i was thinking shld have pon today..look at the number of classmates who din come? lol. + theres rapture later. oki..well on brighter side at least i learn more on ionic equili haha.

AND...!!!!

most importantly...so coincidental. we met __ gang?? lol..is this fated or what? =x even though everytime __ is everywhere..but this time was diff!! oh b4 this, i wld like to mention that...right in e morning 'passing of tix' thing totally spoil my day...adding on to this is that me and nat got so hype up ytd yet nv come =( ...so no one to help mi cure the 'passing tix' incident.. is like so sad...got this stupid incident then nv come when i needed the most. blah

anyway, k back to topic..it was =)) realli. i was quite surprised? nv see it coming + how did they know?? or i donno which of them noe? is so impossible. haha~ nvm. since it was =))))) thing. so sweet lala. and yes great smile. brighten up my day. thx (: may more of it happen lol

i think rapture was pretty gd. all the dance performance put up was kinda diff frm last yr, and quite an exp in esplanade. with all the seatings lol..the box!!! but theres the stupid light glaring at our direction sometimes, so irritating. oh..the teachers' dance was real diff frm last yr...the whole feel and the song type. was surprised.

n saw some ppl realli dressed up with makeup n high heels, think i look kidish...cant help it..guess im just nt suited for formal events. haha. i just don like those formal wear nv seems to suit me i feel..looks weird. babyface huh.

saw b3. saw A. saw 4. saw cd. saw b2.

yah in that order. b2 was so hardddddddd to spot. till last min etc. cant say too much here. oh, and rmb i mention abt darkblue colour etc collarshirt i like? hahaax. n u noe what? i just realised b1 b2 b3 have something darkblue in common. heex

miss the stupid last train home. had a thrilling exp lol, walk to boat quay etc. got lost somewhere. took taxi. andrea..ur mom n my mom say same thing one..my mom was like shld have take taxi at city hall area etc lol..or bus home. haha all mom thinks the same!!

i don _stand. y they r like tat..in sec.sch nv met anything like this. is so dotx. my best time of my jc life with them sometimes is like a drag and horrible thing...except 1.. whats worst is that i care, if nt i wont even bother..don tell mi shy..when is so close with the lemon..rubbish. and just so numb to all the many others typical crap. i think s7 series ppl seems nicer. or 63. blah.

oh. wonder how dreams work. lol. i dreamt of __. but stupid bro alarm at 6am?? work mi up

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Thursday, August 03, 2006

» stuffs «

1. kinda feel proud of the superduper transformer machine we made for service learning =))) such a cute one. lol. great work producers!! hahah
2. actually making props are pretty fun
3. sometimes i feel -ve stuffs. lol. anyway, shld use brain not hands rite?? lol lah.
4. n im so smitten.
5. ___ is giving of scary vibes? don even dare have eye contact somehow, least talking. -_-" think is just mi
   
6. ws where are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. faster get well soon ok!!!! cya tml rite???? =))))
7. rapture is tml
8. muz work hard lala.
9. i wan to learn tennis!!! lolx
10. and the song where'd u go - fort minor was stuck in my head today. weirdddd.
    

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone

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