Monday, January 29, 2007


» -_- «

oh hey. cny or no cny. results or no results. we cant do anything anyway..and hopefully is a false alarm. i decided to................one word..............heck and of cos. pray hard

anyone wants to go shopping for new year clothes? haha. Zzz. or want to visit chinatown? i heard is full of activities, and crowded with new year stuffs. nice atmosphere supposedly.

working drains ur time! and life! i opened snail mails for one full hour today. wow. seems impossible rite? BUT is possible. look at the whole pile man. at least today i work non-stop, no breaks of more than 3sec inbetween. lol. theres lots lots lots to be done. for friday is the closing day. AND unfortunately, i have a doctor appt? really i have one. i think my supervisor and head would presume that im trying to 'escape'. argh.
i told my supervisor i got to leave earlier? (actually i wanted a whole day off, but like real they wld give me. so i asked for half-day) then she stared at me and said 'friday is the closing' + she must be thinking u purposely pick friday for appt izzit, 'you can finish your work?' theres a lot more things to be done! 'the mails come in on wed/thurs' you cannot finish it de 'you better tell the head yourself' you die. lol. crap. how am i suppose to tell the head?? i would get slaughtered . like seriously lah, my appt date is fixed like 2months b4?!! y must your closing be on a friday? i thought it shld be on the end of every month kinda thing. Zz. and hey, im like so efficient ok. bleah.

another discovery is that: the agency choose what pay rate they are giving you. For example the company pays '10bucks per hour' no matter what for the temp, thus if the agency choose to take $4? then you are getting $6. simple rite? i didnt know that ar. no wonder im not getting the full 10bucks lol. im such a greenhorn.

an interesting thing. he styled his hair today. lol. was it cos........? hahaah. but anyway, it looks gangster-ish. i dont like. nth wrong with the normal natural hair. is better. shall see tml. today i nv even took a second glance.

you know. sometimes ppl are reading too much into sms. it was just a simple well-wishes greeting. i was plainly too bored. things are so monotonous.

Typical moods of the week.
Mon -___________________________________________-
Tues -______________________________-
Wed -____________-
Thurs -_-
Fri =)
Sat =D
Sun =(

lol. get it? =x

and i got a headache.

Flew away at 7:28:00 PM

Saturday, January 27, 2007


» !!!!! «

I miss you all guys!!! I miss talking to you all. so im now talking more crap to my mom haha. =x

I want to talk to Nat. Andrea. QQ. Wanshan and karennnn. like so much happenings all ard?

and im so scared now. did u all hear abt the a lvl results rumour thingy? OMG I HOPE IS NOT TRUE.

pls.

Flew away at 9:35:00 PM

Thursday, January 25, 2007


» =)) n =( ? «

oh andrea. if you didn't mention, i forgotten about the class outing already. (the only thing i rmb in feb is....... v.day! =PP) haha. so i guess we will see each other then?!!! YEAH. =x

Updates...

today working was great hahah. =x Time passes faster! Anyway the weird thing of the day is...during lunch? oh i talked to my the other malay friend =) . ok thats not the point, thing is the friend of my malay friend, started wanting to ask my name. so some lol and puzzling stuffs happened. actually is alot. cant write it here. and now im feeling deja vu -_-"

ok. main thing is that! i think abit more? lol. something fishy going on with them. i know they talking about me? i just wonder what? and who is the one? then like today the bus incident? lol lah, purposely left the seat beside empty. all watching somemore. so funny. but i don dare today -_-" i think the last time im seriously not thinking straight, and too reckless. donno how i did it sia. today almost......but didnt. =(

i think...tml wld be the day? =x last day..ahhhhh. i better do something. LOL

Flew away at 6:53:00 PM

Wednesday, January 24, 2007


» =( «

hey guys. miss talking to u all =(

anyway now seems like so mani of u all are situated at novena? haha. cool. nat karen and now qq will be going there too. interesting. ok, im still stuck at bouna vista. lol.

now, my days and time seems to be crawwwwwwwwwwwling so ever slowly. im counting down to the very minute lah. thats so pathetic. can you imagine how bored i am? am i perhaps not suited to an office work? or is just my office that is somehow getting boring. Maybe is cause i had learned everything there is to be? i can do the stuffs myself, know what to do and etc le. thats why im getting bored? for the 1st few days as i was still adapting and learning it was still ok?

no brainer. im getting anti-social. dumber by the min

and i realised im efficient. lol. i do things fast, and then look at the time? is like only 15mins gone by. whats worst is that: you cant do things too fast yet when you do it slow, is a drag. it aint easy doing things slow.

is there a job that - can make friends? relieve me of my boredom. wont require you to be glued to the desk. don't do almost similar thing everyday. (i wont mind if is like alternate days?) or perhaps there could be more variety? and of cause nice ppl and most impt be able to learn something new everyday? lol. guess thats too much to ask for? im just a temp anyway.

argh. im ranting. cant compare. shldnt complain. is my first job.

eh. i still wan to meet up leh? even once a month also cant? wah karen u are superrr busy =(

oh and i feel so =( today. i set my mind on sitting beside again, i had planned everything. yet the friend just got to spoil it. -_- (and i would love to tell the friend to stop looking over?!! omg. is so blatantly obvious. at least do it discreetly lah.) cause it seems that it been too long since the last thurs. i miss so many chances lah. especially ytd's. god. i cant believe myself. there were signs. but i back out the last min?!! it was such a split decision move. ahhhhhhhh. or even on mon. there were good vibes. =( then today? everything was gone. i knew that the earphones back were a sign. -_-

tml? will i? can i? shld i?

i loveeeeeee schooling. working sux. i cant imagine nxt time having to find a perm job? omg. bleak future. zzzzzz

By the way too, everything here are my immature rants. full of crap. and full of grammatical errors.

Flew away at 7:51:00 PM

Sunday, January 21, 2007


» (: «

hey guys maybe we should meet up again soon? haha. to catch up everytime now and then =x maybe could make it a fortnightly thing, or so? will be heartwarming (: make it on the usual fri/sat/sun days?

especially since everyone working separately, think wld be nice to get together...then can update each other. lol. karen can rant on if got any =x

if not is kinda boring to be working and working. no life. blah. dont like it.

Flew away at 12:17:00 AM

Thursday, January 18, 2007


» o.O" «

ahhhhhhhh. i forget to ask the name!!! talk till so many things, yet yet yet. only the name i didnt ask. lol. how dumb is that? -_-

argh. is so hard starting first already.. i was like. how howhow. then i did it. but then is like not v gd? y cant he start rite!?! is like choosing to sit there is so hard alreadi. then there was e initial few seconds? omg. am i pro? LOL. rubbish leh me. dumb baohui. my 1st time leh -_-"

whatever~

edited: somehow i cant tag nat's blog haha. so lets write it here. I WANT TO DRIVE TOO~~ wah so cool. n e instructor so lol. not bad leh. looks like u got a good one? wld it always be e same? haha. nice (:

and i cant tag andrea's blog too. whats with blogger or so? lol.. wah. i noe how it feels man andrea... i miss our clique and ppl too!! i miss talking to you guys and having fun. i miss sch. =( so bored no one to talk to mi also...and like you..ppl all older and no common topics. is pathetic. tell u more on sun (:

and xy i exp e same prb! cant tag! thats y i write here? =p ooh. i have that song!! welcome to the black parade is so niceeeee. i love it (: anyway if u want any eng songs ask frm mi? most likely i wld have. haha =x but those realli realli new one wont have..cos need ppl send mi (hint to nat hahaha). and i want go amk hub too!! is it nice? korean fashion stores sound nice! nxt time lets go to the clarke quay one when it opens ok? think it have jap fashion. sounds cool. oh and i din send email to the justedu lol.

Flew away at 7:20:00 PM


» o.O" «

ahhhhhhhh. i forget to ask the name!!! talk till so many things, yet yet yet. only the name i didnt ask. lol. how dumb is that? -_-

argh. is so hard starting first already.

whatever~

Flew away at 6:26:00 PM

Thursday, January 11, 2007


» hey... «

recently i can't online much, and now that im online i dont see anyone online =( bad timing? =( oki. suddenly qq's online haha.

what to say... the class outing? im surprised. haha. but im actually happy theres one? thx for putting in the effort into organising one! (: and i really hope it will be fun. and perhaps could catch up with one another. somehow now that we are into the holiday/working period, felt so detached. like so long never see each other. even nat karen ws qq.. andrea xy at least still got weekly cc courses. lol.

but one thing that really gets me is that: shawn ask brandon to ask us?

and i hate the fact that now im like so old. or i donno. today i saw a SA uni girl. sigh.

anyway congrats to nat!!! and soon is karen?? haha.

im binging on food stuffs recently. donno y. sux

n now qq donno busy with wat -.- ....zzzzzzz

Flew away at 6:18:00 PM

Sunday, January 07, 2007


» ....... «

Flew away at 2:51:00 AM

Thursday, January 04, 2007


» 2007 «

You know, it don't feel like 2007 to me. supposedly a brand new year? any new year resolutions ppl? but for me? nope. whats the difference b/w 2006 and 2007 anyway?

im still adapting to 2007. this sense of helpless and lost. like wandering souls, neither belonging to any schools. no affiliations. for the first time ever, we don't need to get back to school, no last-min rushing of hws. every day seems like the previous. suddenly we are like thrust out to society, no longer sheltered in 'schools', and............most importantly, no concession anymore. haha! i think the latter hits home the most. =x i think every time u tap and hear this sharp piercing sound, you feel the pain hahaha. :(

on the bright side: as everyone else got to go report back to sch. suddenly you realised......... that ppl left are - your age jc ppl (mostly girls), O' level going to poly students. so everytime you step out of your house, ppl on the street during weekdays and sch hours are - 1. aunties 2.uncles 3.weird ppl 4.the unemployed. 5.the underage haha. and the point is...suddenly all agents would start calling you. when theres no news from them at all in dec, now tata~ magically all at one go in one day. (:

whats worst is that my com is breaking down? like again rite. i think is time to get a new one. the monitor screen is so unstable, like flickering (electrons running across or what), and the cpu is on off on off spoil de. sometimes i can use if is working fine, and sometimes i can. how irritating. especially when u are in dire need of the com? then it just have to break down. :(

i will choose studying over working anytime!

im just bored. and this sense of emptiness. or purely just nowhere. i hate it

Flew away at 10:51:00 PM

Wednesday, January 03, 2007


» something? «

eh blogger having problems.

anyway now i noe the birthday. is dec 18th i think. but? doesn't matter le. (:

Flew away at 11:39:00 PM