Tuesday, July 21, 2009


I given up so many for one

Flew away at 9:46:00 PM


» weeeeeeeeeeee «

feel the wind.the rush. lovin' it!

biking at night. (:

can we do it again? haha

Flew away at 3:30:00 PM

Monday, July 13, 2009


» crossroads «

i dont get it! what does that mean? is it +ve?

and what do you want me to do?

i have no idea!

+ theres other external factors...what should i do. don let me go.pls

and i cant wait for intern to enddddddddddddddddd. im getting restless. tired. and bored. I WANNA ENJOY MY HOLS. omg. is like my precious days left. hols are ending, sch is starting and im really sad ):

btw i think orchard central is a pretty cool place (: to lounge ard heh.

Flew away at 8:01:00 PM

Tuesday, July 07, 2009


in love with purple <3


Cheesecake photos im supposed to upload previously. i know it may not 'look' good, but is seriously nice. (:

However, im sad cos i tried bringing it out one day for my friends. THEN is all MELTED, cos there wasnt fridge, so it was pretty bad. and i gotta throw it away. wasted ): shld have ate it all at home haha, or bring more to office. cos office theres fridge so it was alright. haix.

well...nxt time i guess.

Flew away at 12:08:00 AM

Monday, July 06, 2009


):

i feel kinda terrible.

down.

moody

or what

+ im sick.

haix.

cant help thinking what i should have done

Flew away at 12:35:00 PM

Saturday, July 04, 2009


» (: «

i had so much fun on fri and sat.

  1. sunburned
  2. threw into water.twice
  3. though only once that it involved you. and it was seriously instantaneously. 2nd time was WHAT? cannot react at all
  4. Frisbee madness
  5. drink abit
  6. cab back home
  7. know new friends
  8. went new place
  9. wanted to call you
  10. but decided not too
  11. then today while talking, realized maybe i should have
  12. cos you replied me at 4+am?
  13. omg ):
  14. however really din wanna trouble you
  15. i knew more abt what happened too
  16. mixed feelings
  17. kinda envious and jealous
  18. hopes is not what i think it is
  19. knows you two are really close
  20. like really extremely ):
  21. cant help hating it.
  22. then i need to accept it too.
  23. anw is fulfilling week
  24. and i needa sleep
  25. nite
  26. i need to learn to use the chopsticks the correct way too

Flew away at 10:12:00 PM

Wednesday, July 01, 2009


» chesecake again «

haha i brought to the office to let them try too. i think is ok? haha. mostly say is nice (: my sensei say "it has a complex taste, somewhat sweet and somewhat sour" LOL. oopsss

qy says i need to whisk the cream cheese more, so is not so 'heavy'. i agree i think. need to try again :D

mostly it was not bad, haha nice. wt said she wants another piece woo..compliment! yay! told her i will bring more tml!

im happi (:

and i realized my bro bought 2 new york cheesecake from bakerzin, apparently he ate one and left one in the fridge still. is it for me...? hmm

Flew away at 6:27:00 PM


f*cking hell. im so annoyed. cos is all so screwed up.again. once again. i noe i noe i noe. I DO NOE. but seriously i thought things could be better but no. it never did, worse it went downhill.

my bro is practically non-existent. yes i donno wtf is wrong w him. he isnt talking to me, and is been months and counting. TOTALLY. ytd when i was making e cake, i just wanted him to help me open the vanilla essence cos my hands are oily. and he was there using his laptop and TOTALLY IGNORING ME. n a lot more today. seriously. i had enough lah. im going take it as i have no such bro. once i called from orchard cos i just missed e last train home, and i wanted to ask for bus to get back to clementi. he wasnt the least concern. told me he donno n thats it. wah good. not even worried for ur sis. the least u cld do is try to check online rite.

and he isnt helping my mom.

and my mom is weird tooo. i cant fathom her thinkings sometimes. but she is all old and i guess it cant be helped. Though sometimes other ppl's parents seem alot better. her way of talking is all wrong, e attitude. shld a condescendingly tone, or even seems like she is condemning or scolding u. not a good thing at all.

screwed up home. not even a proper table to dine sometimes. im actually missing hall. something is severely wrong here. i wanna get out of it all. hall is actually my home.

will you accept it if you known? i hate it that some brushes across it and says is normal. this is seriously not norm at all.

sometimes i donno what to do at all.

i want an answer.

Flew away at 12:09:00 AM