Wednesday, April 28, 2010


» not my day «

stupidly trip and fall on stairs from hss to can4, near the can4 stairs. don look serious, but now my feet walk abit pain. i think cos hit veins/nerves???

and shiet im v worried i will fail pharmaco. what if i cannot rmb any single drugs???????

AND I STEP ON A COCKROACH!!! BLODDY OMG>>>>> doby told me. i don think i step on it wholesale, but thinking back i think i felt a crack sound. WTH> i feel like throwing away slipper.

Flew away at 10:45:00 PM


» something nice and horrible «

"We cannot laugh heartily unless we know how to cry ; we cannot be happy if we are afraid to be sad"

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lect2
Cholinergic -> parasympathetic pathway -> Ach

Anticholinesterase (AChE)
  1. Neostigmine
  2. Edrophonium
  3. Echothiophate
  4. parathion
Muscarinic agonist
  1. bethanechol
  2. pilocarpine
antagonist
  1. scopolamine
  2. ipratropium
  3. darifenacin
  4. atropine
  5. pirenzapine
nicotinic agonist
  1. nicotine
  2. Ach
  3. carbacol
antagonist
  1. trimetaphan
neuromuscular junction
  1. succinylcholine (agonist)
antagonist
  1. tubocurarine
  2. pancuronium
  3. atracurium
Adrenergic -> sympathetic -> NE

affects synthesis
  1. alpha-methyltyrosine
  2. carbidopa
  3. disulfiram
affects NE stroage & releasea
  1. reserpine
  2. methyldopa
  3. guanethidine
  4. amphetamine
  5. tyramine
  6. ephedrine
agonist
  1. epinephrine
  2. isoproterenol
  3. dobutamine
  4. salbutamol
  5. ritodrine
  6. phenylephrine
  7. methoxamine
  8. clonidine
antagonist
  1. phenoxybenzamine
  2. phetolamine
  3. prazosin
  4. tamsulosin
  5. propanolol
  6. metoprolol
  7. timolol

Flew away at 3:04:00 AM

Tuesday, April 27, 2010


» overdose «

HOW TO MEMO 260 drugs with their functions, disease, classes and mode of actions?!?! not forgetting how to spell it too!!

AHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

qyuan how u get A one. shiet. teach me

Flew away at 11:21:00 PM

Monday, April 26, 2010


» no more biz yays «

hahaha, finished another paper - fundamentals of biz management.

its actually ok-ay, cos the hints that the lecturer gave really ALL came out...haha but you write till your hand pain and cramp like mad. cause theres seriously ALOT to write. madness

for the 20m organisational structure question..ahhhh. i answered it wrongly =( its supposed to be matrix structure , i wrote as functional structure shucks ar. how sia. hope my diagram can get marks and here n there. i thought it was functional cos even thought they reported to 2 personnel, i rmb the tb saying matrix structure is u send e ppl there then after they finished their work they come back. but in our case study, then nv come back/dispersd kind de mah -_- oh wells.

and i mixed up another point for goal setting with those of team effectivness...cos theres so mani Cs - clarity, commitment, context, charter, composition, challenge, complexity and what not. lols

i needa chiong for another paper tml! but i haven study yet zz haha tired.

Flew away at 9:08:00 PM


» rants «

hahaha. i have love in bioscience yup i do.

i have NO interest in business i realised...wth tml's elect is not going into my head at all.

ahhhhhhhh.

im hungry =(

Flew away at 1:54:00 AM

Sunday, April 25, 2010


» ponderings «

just realised my friend is in ADM, im very shocked. I wonder how does one decide to get into ADM? unless you are a super arty person, or like zai in photoshop or photography or you know. or have GREAT PASSION about it.

my friend wasnt, at least he didnt seems so...he was more of a science person. so i really wonder what spur him to apply for ADM? + what they are learning seems interesting.

cos then i wonder...why didnt i thought of it? it never never occurred to me...cause you are just afraid you dont have the exceptional talent for it. Since art and inspirations is not something you can just 'learn' i feel, or sometimes you wont feel confident about it when you have always been in Science stream. Art lessons stopped at sec2 level... I think singapore culture don't really groom you for arts during the younger days, it more or less prepares us for sciences, engineering (languages dont say lah, it comes naturally)

oh wells. i'm kinda envy of my friend ): i always like art, i always like drawings or related, i remember in sec.sch when you have to fill the career form, i think i wrote something like i will wanna pursue drawings and art crafts...that kinda of thing. However, i guess when you grow older...things get more practical and sometimes you are just are afraid to take the risk...and thus take the more 'normal' route instead. And im one of those who went through motions along life..

theres so many What Ifs... i never thought of this previously...why?


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HAHA shiet. i shld concentrate on my exams. why have identity crisis during YEAR 3 -.-

Flew away at 3:34:00 AM

Friday, April 23, 2010


» ambiguous paper «

i hate more than one answer correct MCQ qns ar...why cant they have the usual one ans only? lol. sbs like to play with ppl.

some ans like so ambiguous, then i donno whether to shade or not + i think e notes also not v clear... is skeletal muscle = muscle fibers? ? ?? then some ans wrote muscle invivo, is it same as muscle fibers?!?!? wth.

and a lot. lols

oh wells.

stillgot more to go!

Flew away at 5:32:00 PM


» =D «

learn to be happy

give things some time

and cos is exams mah!!! (:

great frens and you will make exams more bearable!! 1st paper ar...!!! work hard esther!

Flew away at 1:17:00 AM

Thursday, April 22, 2010


» =/ «

negative thoughts please go away!!!

learn to appreciate

Flew away at 3:34:00 PM

Wednesday, April 21, 2010


» =D «

hahah shang commented that i didnt really update...so...i decided to upload pics! =p

things that make ppl happy (: cause now im somehow happy hahaha, so random right? in the middle of the night during 226am =x

1) ice cream parfait!!! wow!! just makes you smile..and is iceeeeeee creammmmm. hahah

2) sunflower! as the name suggest! bright cheerly yellow (:

3) cute cat such as this!!! hahaha. is this cuter or qiuqiu cuter? =x

4) cute bear dessert! makes you go awwwwwwww, then you wont eat it haha

5) thanks all my friends for adding colours to my life too (: if not it will be black and white =( you all make me happy too

6) finally...your love makes me happy (: a simple msg does make a difference haha. and funny enough we think a like! =p

7) in the meanwhile...lets....

all STUDY HARD!!! hahahah. =p jiayous! to shang having paper this thursday, to you having paper this thurs too, to marvin having 2 papers this thurs, to joel having paper this thurs, to derrick having paper this thurs, to laoma having 2 papers on mon, to xiaograce having 1 paper on mon, to hengfong sunleng huiying shirley dave having paper too!! to yl working hard on fyp, to yawen naf weiling karen corinna fiona eliz peijun elaine and myself having paper this fri! ahhhh =D to andrea wanshan natalie xiuyuan who shld be muggin too =x

Flew away at 2:22:00 AM

Tuesday, April 20, 2010


» =( «

i hate myself for procrastinating, i should have done this earlier and perhaps have a chance of securing it.

opportunities gone, and this is my last vacation. argh.

Flew away at 3:41:00 AM

Saturday, April 17, 2010


» loves «

target: buddha

description: hottest bachelor. legs especially. need to grab fast. grab on and you will survive.

market analysis: love rivals include almost everyone

side note: attached also doesnt matter. is a free world.

current progress: near zero!! ahhh

Flew away at 12:38:00 AM

Thursday, April 15, 2010


» horoscope «

they are actually fairly accurate! sometimes even more so. its pretty interesting...cos the funny thing is in wanting to know you better, i search for horoscope ytd. haha told laoma they all the accuracy and tata~

and....im so distracted

Flew away at 2:35:00 AM

Monday, April 12, 2010


» =/ «

i gotten my inspirations on what to do after shopping around. then one of the shop closes ): i needa go back town again. hais. don say im slackin when im going town since exams are ard the corner leh...don you get it? im ok if u don wan a nicer present lol. =x i thought its pretty obvious when i specially went town to buy something, and i cant go buy after exams. haha

sometimes i wonder...are things going too fast? then i wonder what is one supposed to do anyway? i was scared


i love being at home i realised...cos theres air-con!!! =X weather these days is so hot hot hot, even at night the air is stale. currently conference room will be my next hideout, and you reminded me tt theres only 10days left to exams. ha ha ha. shucks.

i felt motivated to study these days, must have stemmed from the time running out now. on friday i stayed in hall to study till saturday, and when i was starting my 1st chapter for the 1st paper of my exam....i went facebook and saw my coursemate posted that she left 2 chpts for tt paper -______________-

wth. haha. now i know why my bell-curve is so steep

Flew away at 12:54:00 PM

Friday, April 09, 2010


studying is bad for health =(

emotionally, physically and mentally too.

Flew away at 10:54:00 PM

Thursday, April 08, 2010


» next up... «

on a happier note, did i mention that i submitted all my lab reports and er xin biz 4000k words assignment le? hahah YAYS~~~

so its full-time mugging now (kind of since theres still sch...)

but yup. next up will be the monstrous exams. JIAYOUS ar!!

stop slacking!!!!

on a super random note, i saw this picture on http://hippo-sun.tumblr.com/ click here , which always have a lot of meaningful or funny pictures or just pretty...and i kinda like it. the picture just feels sweet happi and pretty hahah. pinku (:


and this is cute too!! hahha

Flew away at 12:52:00 AM

Wednesday, April 07, 2010


» my roller coaster ride «

im on a roller coaster ride, haha...within one day i can feel really happy and elated, cos it was my 1st (: and u noe such stuffs make me ppl shy but happy too.

and then in the same evening i can feel real sad and affected. is this heartbreaking feeling and u feel sadness...where u cant seem to smile right. when even smiling feels so fake.

though frankly its a simple thing. but don ask me why i am so affected?

dont ask me to stop being affected by those, cos the day i do, will be the day i stop caring and when things doesnt matter, when one doesnt care anymore...trust me it will be worst.

i guess if there wasnt the happiness to begin with, there wont be the sadness too. it all comes tgt.

and only you can make it right. im so afraid tt one day, i will find it all so tiring and when one feel exhausted u wont be able to care anymore =(

*****
thanks D for wanting to come over to check on me.

thank you for making it right again, and giving me another reason to be happy about(?)

*****

for now: lets study (:

Flew away at 3:00:00 PM

Saturday, April 03, 2010


» (: «

a dress i ordered online came already (: it doesnt seem to be as pretty as what i saw online, but well guess is ok. haha. since i figured thats always the case, and mainly becos the model is pretty too. i think pretty models does make a difference to the clothes they trying to sell haha.

anw im feeling (: on friday, and im glad my friend is feeling (: too. so is (: all ard. yays.

so don worry ok?

Flew away at 9:41:00 PM

Friday, April 02, 2010


» TGIF «

weees. amazingly won 5bucks in mj, first time playing 20c 40c somemore haha, but ytd we went jp and tickets to clash of the titans were sold out awww =( guess it is to be expected.

later many ppl talk in laoma's room till so late, didnt know that there were so much happening in halls etc. sometimes i wonder perhaps it is better for ignorance? like the saying goes 'ignorance is bliss'. i guess one can't possibly know ALL information or all the gossips.

but then the talk on marriage (since simon is getting married like omg) , i realised i never picture that far before and its kinda scary. how about making it through now first? and getting a decent job? i guess those are more pressing.

i really cant imagine so far, and one day im all (:(:(: while the other day im all affected. im kinda tired of it.

Flew away at 2:06:00 PM

Thursday, April 01, 2010


» (: «

im glad you are happier now, and im glad of the time spend together (:

Flew away at 1:02:00 AM